Enough with this place

Alright.

I'm moving.

To a happier place!

http://iwantyoutonoe.blogspot.com

Interesting comic on break up

http://xkcd.com/128/

and on graph theory and movie seating
http://xkcd.com/173/

SQL

http://xkcd.com/327/

Funny comic.

Quotes

A while back Eemin told me that she will compile all the nonsense I have said into a quote book. Because I always come up with nonsense. Such as when she said she would be late for the library session and was resistant about buying snacks up...Oh well you can just read it yourself.

the power of media framing. - but i try to join AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
the power of media framing. - possibly tue ba
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - thats a day late mate
the power of media framing. - so am i supposed to jiang kong shu zui
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - yes
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - buy more snacks
the power of media framing. - buy offerings and present in a golden box tied with a sprakling ribbon??
the power of media framing. - snacks make you FAT mate
the power of media framing. - wo shi wei ni wei lai zhao xiang
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - no!
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - tradition must not be broken! [╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - late comers must present snacks!

And after that Eemin change her nick to "Traditions must not be broken! Late comers must present snacks!" ...Very funny ah....

Anyway...Then yesterday I was jogging with Weisern...after the 2nd round we were complaining constantly...damn... and at the 5th...

"How much time have we taken?"
"I not sure. About 15 minutes?"
"Well done. We are officially fags..."

Damn..haha Weisern is a funny one. You should see how he and his girl talk man. Pure comedy.

Hahaha.

Me and my girl is pure sweetness.. Wahahahaha...

I shall not be a burden

I have resolved that for the whole of my life, I shall never be a burden to anyone. Even when i'm totally incapacitated, I will find some way to bring benefit to my family and my loved ones.

These days I feel out of my luck. Bad things or just things just don't seem to go my way, just keep happening. I just feel so vunerable and stressed. I began to see how people can go crazy, how they can have mental breakdowns. Today I got my cheque for my tuition class. $180. I thought I was getting $270 but it turned out to be $180. Crap. My purse just got tighter. And I began to ask myself. What is my next step? Get another tuition job? How can I make ends meet without taking money from my mom?

And something struck me. At the deepest pits of despair. I know I still have much to be thankful for. But I'm just scared. Doubtful if I would able to deal with life if life has anymore of such episodes. Yes and as I was saying, something struck me. I can't keep feeling sorry for myself and being stressed over it. I shall not be a burden. Not to anyone. I must be a "useful" person. Zhuo ge you yong de ren. Someone that people can depend on and not depend on others.

And so if I'm getting $180 per month, and if I do not stay in hostel, can I survive? Yes I will survive. Use $60 for transport and $40 for handphone bill. I still have $80 for food. And I shall use this $80 to survive. As much as possible I will come home to eat and thus $80 would be enough. I will survive this. This is a time to test my will and myself as a person. That is why it happened when my gal is not with me. Because I know she would be worried and she will try to help me. Not that she is in US, I have a chance to go through it myself. And I will grow stronger. For myself and for my loved ones.

Don't worry Dear. I will be fine. I have money. Just that I want to make sure I only use what I make. To develop the discipline that I foresee that I need in the days to come.

Wish me luck folks...

Wonders of Binary Digits

I just realise that just with 2 hands we can count up to 1024! Actually 0 to 1023.

Using each finger as a binary digit we have up to 10 binary digits.

Okay I just realise that you will only understand me if you know binary. Oh well. Next time put pictures bah...

Angry people like to indulge in destructive behaviour

Or should I say Angry people want to indulge in destructive behaviour. For example, when i am angry I like to eat. Buy something. Munch it down. And hope that you feel better. But seldom you do. And now you end up with anger and a few extra pounds. Thats what I call destructive. I looked at a piggy bank at the bazaar, and I comtemplated buying it and smashing it on the floor once i hand the cash over. Almost did it. But I didn't. Because it only proves that I am a moron and how mental I am. I mean, no matter what, I must not go over the edge. Feel like crying, but you cannot cry. Because, what kind of message are you sending to those who witness the act? Are you saying that you can't even take that little bit of inconveniance/unpleasantness? And, how can the people who witness the act, trust you in the future? Oh well. While it does not hurt to cry in front of love ones, but doing so too often just shows that you are crazy. But don't mind me, I'm talking about the boy's perspective. Don't give me the crap about equality of the sexes. Girls look for guys for security, and not for an insecure cry baby.

So now, when I get angry, sometimes, I control my emotions. Sometimes, I indulge in destructive behaviour. And sometimes, I just give up.

My Sister's Wedding

Woh... Been sometime since i wanted to blog about it. But i have been busy. Still busy in fact. Haha. Oh well. I'm here to take a breather. Beats throwing sheep at facebook. Well....

Right back to the wedding. It was held at Bintan. Far away. Made me pissed that she wanted to hold it there. I mean like...wat the...u gonna uproot ur whole extended family and bring them all over just for your wedding?? Watabout the costs? And a million other things that you have to consider?

As it turns out, it was an excellent wedding. A sunset wedding by the beach. God.. it almost look like it was from a movie. Alamak... I guess i was too quick to judge. Plus our family did have fun. Spending 2 days over, a sort of mini holiday. Quite interesting wedding too. Joe Augustin was there as MC! Gosh. But its through her church connections la... plus... instead of a powerpoint presentation, they got their drama friends (church drama division) to perform a skit! Got blanga dance somemore.. And there was also an elephant to transport them over from the reception area to the beach. But the bloody elephant was very slow...

There were many screws up..but it ended beautifully. And.. i can't help but feel that.. wow..thats my sister. She has grown up. And I felt a love for her that I have not felt in years. So many years, where I became angry at her for being so defiant, so stubborn, given our family situation. So much that I forgot that she was a dear sister that I've grown up with. My very first friend. I sincerely wish that this marraige brings her happiness and our family good luck? Haha.. can't find a apporpriate term.

Gambatte sister!