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Wednesday, August 22, 2007

For my friends

Yeah..my blog is quite dead. I'm quite busy... and blog is like the bottom of my piority list...and just doesn't let do it...

Oh well.. finally i've decided to write something. Despite having shitloads of stuff to do...ok la...can delay..just that i'm the gan cheong type... Aye..

Previously..not that I don't have anything to blog about... there were plenty...

Like how I feel that me and my galfren has stepped into another phase of our relationship...and i can feel that her love for me is like much more..erm.dunno how to put it into words..oh well...

And like how I met Mrs Tan's daughter(Mrs Tan..my Civics Tutor in JC), Yiwei, during USP camp...and how i felt that its such a great coincidence that i feel that its Heaven telling me to go visit Mrs Tan after these 2 years... Which I did. with alex yeo...

And like how I was the Rag driver for USC..and felt that we did superbly well..and felt quite sore that we din win anithing...and that RAG drained so much of my energy....

And like how I feel that i'm lagging behind in my work even though its just the 2nd week...

But...what really made me to come here and write my blog...is for two of my friends..

Both of them broke up with their girlfriends and are/were facing difficult times.

I read (part) their blogs today...itchy hands...hahaha...and felt rather sad...

firstly because...i felt what they felt a year and a half ago... the anguish the pain... to see them face that sort of pain and uncertainty...does remind me of the pain i felt then...

Also because... i felt so out of touch with them... used to go home everyday... share all our secrets...but now..i'm reading his blog and understanding how he felt only after 2 months!...

So.. i guess i feel sorry...for..perhaps..not being proactive enuff..... ah crap...its so easy to get lost in our lives...that we forget pple we care about who we dun see everyday...

I do not pretend that all of us will be best of friends all the time. People get in touch and get out of the touch..depending on whether our paths cross or not... but I do sincerely wish that all my friends, whom have shared a part of their lives with me but are currently far from me, that they are properly cared for and have the support of those who are around them.

And that is all I ask..