The OutCast & I

Last night was my brother's prom night. He came back saddened and angry. Well.. not that he always came back happy but this is prom you know... you are supposed to come back high and happy...perhaps a bit saddened that your class is leaving you but its a happy kind of sad...err.. yah..
So he is sad. And I asked him what is going on. He said many things..
"My class treats me like an enemy"
"I am an outcast. Its not fair, I don't outcast anyone"
"I think the chalet is gonna be a failure"
"I don't know what is going on. They have been like this since 2 years ago"
I asked him if he has offended anione. Just anyone. Because sometimes you are alright with someone but when the whole class outcast him u will tend to do so as well... Its CONTAGIOUS... And I also told him that sometimes when people are young...they tend to outcast people for the wrong reasons and sometimes after a few years they would realise their faults. I realised that maybe i should have gone easy on some of the people I've outcasted in the past. After a few years of course. I told him that la. And he was just tearing... I don't know.. This is a guy with a lot of hate and anger. At least...for his family members. Always drawing flak from the rest of the family. And I have done my fair share of screaming at him. But to see the big guy like that... it just makes me sad...He's my brother you know. He might act like an ass most of the time, but he is still my brother. I practically watch him grow up from baby to the size he is now. I've always thought he had a normal social life. But apparently his classmates ignore him and he geos out alone most of the time. Well... I told him that I will go out with him...or our 2nd brother would go out with him if he asked. Nicely of course... He said he was used to going out alone... I reminded him about the time when he had a chalet..and he was left alone..and i came and brought him to nightcycling. That was a long time ago... but it made me sad thinking about that time....

Finally I told him to find other friends... Go to his next school and find a friend... forget about these people who did not regard you as one. I dont know how he will fare. But I do wish he will find true friends. And learn how to make friends like how I do.

Time will tell..

Coming out of self imposed exile

Hey guys i'm back... after 2 months...
Hahaha
The reason I went off was because of one gal.
And now I'm back because of her too.

Today I just got attached. Made her my official galfren.

I have finally signed the deed of separation...and have nothing to do with my wife...ahem...my exwife animore...and am free to do what i choose to do...

I thank my gal for being so patient all this while...and for loving me despite my complicated background. Hahahaha

I thank my friends who have been very supportive..

And I thank the 3 musketeers for their help for if not...my plans would not be successful
And I thank the last late musketeer...who helped in the planning and "before" stages but came too late for the "during" and the "after"...hohoho...

Hope I will have more to post from now on...

Today is a good day
Tomorrow I will start to study...