Angry people like to indulge in destructive behaviour

Or should I say Angry people want to indulge in destructive behaviour. For example, when i am angry I like to eat. Buy something. Munch it down. And hope that you feel better. But seldom you do. And now you end up with anger and a few extra pounds. Thats what I call destructive. I looked at a piggy bank at the bazaar, and I comtemplated buying it and smashing it on the floor once i hand the cash over. Almost did it. But I didn't. Because it only proves that I am a moron and how mental I am. I mean, no matter what, I must not go over the edge. Feel like crying, but you cannot cry. Because, what kind of message are you sending to those who witness the act? Are you saying that you can't even take that little bit of inconveniance/unpleasantness? And, how can the people who witness the act, trust you in the future? Oh well. While it does not hurt to cry in front of love ones, but doing so too often just shows that you are crazy. But don't mind me, I'm talking about the boy's perspective. Don't give me the crap about equality of the sexes. Girls look for guys for security, and not for an insecure cry baby.

So now, when I get angry, sometimes, I control my emotions. Sometimes, I indulge in destructive behaviour. And sometimes, I just give up.