Enough with this place

Alright.

I'm moving.

To a happier place!

http://iwantyoutonoe.blogspot.com

Interesting comic on break up

http://xkcd.com/128/

and on graph theory and movie seating
http://xkcd.com/173/

SQL

http://xkcd.com/327/

Funny comic.

Quotes

A while back Eemin told me that she will compile all the nonsense I have said into a quote book. Because I always come up with nonsense. Such as when she said she would be late for the library session and was resistant about buying snacks up...Oh well you can just read it yourself.

the power of media framing. - but i try to join AS SOON AS POSSIBLE
the power of media framing. - possibly tue ba
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - thats a day late mate
the power of media framing. - so am i supposed to jiang kong shu zui
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - yes
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - buy more snacks
the power of media framing. - buy offerings and present in a golden box tied with a sprakling ribbon??
the power of media framing. - snacks make you FAT mate
the power of media framing. - wo shi wei ni wei lai zhao xiang
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - no!
[╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - tradition must not be broken! [╩V╩ 6N!h] - [颖达] - needs snacks - late comers must present snacks!

And after that Eemin change her nick to "Traditions must not be broken! Late comers must present snacks!" ...Very funny ah....

Anyway...Then yesterday I was jogging with Weisern...after the 2nd round we were complaining constantly...damn... and at the 5th...

"How much time have we taken?"
"I not sure. About 15 minutes?"
"Well done. We are officially fags..."

Damn..haha Weisern is a funny one. You should see how he and his girl talk man. Pure comedy.

Hahaha.

Me and my girl is pure sweetness.. Wahahahaha...

I shall not be a burden

I have resolved that for the whole of my life, I shall never be a burden to anyone. Even when i'm totally incapacitated, I will find some way to bring benefit to my family and my loved ones.

These days I feel out of my luck. Bad things or just things just don't seem to go my way, just keep happening. I just feel so vunerable and stressed. I began to see how people can go crazy, how they can have mental breakdowns. Today I got my cheque for my tuition class. $180. I thought I was getting $270 but it turned out to be $180. Crap. My purse just got tighter. And I began to ask myself. What is my next step? Get another tuition job? How can I make ends meet without taking money from my mom?

And something struck me. At the deepest pits of despair. I know I still have much to be thankful for. But I'm just scared. Doubtful if I would able to deal with life if life has anymore of such episodes. Yes and as I was saying, something struck me. I can't keep feeling sorry for myself and being stressed over it. I shall not be a burden. Not to anyone. I must be a "useful" person. Zhuo ge you yong de ren. Someone that people can depend on and not depend on others.

And so if I'm getting $180 per month, and if I do not stay in hostel, can I survive? Yes I will survive. Use $60 for transport and $40 for handphone bill. I still have $80 for food. And I shall use this $80 to survive. As much as possible I will come home to eat and thus $80 would be enough. I will survive this. This is a time to test my will and myself as a person. That is why it happened when my gal is not with me. Because I know she would be worried and she will try to help me. Not that she is in US, I have a chance to go through it myself. And I will grow stronger. For myself and for my loved ones.

Don't worry Dear. I will be fine. I have money. Just that I want to make sure I only use what I make. To develop the discipline that I foresee that I need in the days to come.

Wish me luck folks...